On the journey. . .

I used to know what's gonna happen in my life through my planning. . . 
but these days during my future journey.. 
things never happened the way I expected. . .
every inch of things happened beyond my wit. . .
I feel like I lost my magic wand somewhere or being punish. . . 
and unfortunately lost you on the middle of my journey is a part of it. . . 

  I don't know why. . . but my heart is shaking. . 

I don't know why. . . but my heart is has no consistence. .

I don't know why. . . but weird things keeps happening on and off. .  

I don't know why. . . I don't know why. . .