In every sentence, there will be a full-stop

I wish you can read my heart *Ba Cu Gen Gen...
I never meant to do this but we are but being too different already..
and you words are like the end if the sword that stuck right into my heart..
sorry, my heart just can't stand it anymore.. stop hoping for me.. stop talking to me.. stop stalking me..
stop seeing me.. stop the things that include me in it..
the way you act right now is really hurting my feeling.. You are making me feel so damn guilty for not being with you.. thou you force me to be with you, things won't be the same..
my feeling will be more to Pity for you than being really In love for you..
Thank you for all the stuff that I never asked for... 
Thank you for all the sweet memories that I never thought I'll do so..
Thank you for loving me in you best way, thou for you I'm not gratefull for it..
Seriously, I'm really Greatfull that God had given me chance to be with you..
Believe in fate and have faith, you will have someone better, greater than me..

Heart-Whole,
moit-moit

New Time, New life

jNi je yang mampu aku cakap sekarang...
yang dah lepas biarkn pergi.. aku sndri pun dh mulakan langkah baru.. :)
Lifes is hard but lives us tons of lesson to be learn..


Sometimes I wondered, in future I'm gonna be a healing people occupation,
but currently, I'm a person who always broke and hurt other peoples heart..
does that makes any sense for what am I doing? 


As relationship goes down, it's sort of normal when..
You go cursing me, and I go cursing you..
everyone had their ego on and image to keep..
just Never Ever go Over Too Far !
cause, you never know the future... 


and I always wonder... In future...
will those person who had hurt me will get frighten when seeing me as a doctor?
a doctor that in charge to treat their family member...
will they be like.. "Will she go hurting my family like how i does to her? "
hahaha, or maybe ..
 I'll just give a them some sort of scary glance to scare them...


Ahaha, let me tell you..
there is no murderer / criminal / bad people is gonna make life rescue as their occupation...
but that does not means you may simply hurt those life savers..!
They are human, they make mistake too you know, they are not God.


FYI :: I had no idea what am I rubbishing now.. :)



Okey, 16th February I'm gonna start my new semester. 
another step to became a Doctor..




 
Heart-whole, 
Nadiah Hisham

Terima Kasih.. salam akhir

Terima kasih untuk semua pengorbanan kamu spnjg jalan hubungan kita.
memang saya x nafikan yang kamu adalah kenangan paling terindah saya. 
macam2 yang dah kita lalui, sampai boleh ditulis semula didalam buku..
if kamu x keberatan, sambung tulis buku kita tu... sampai ke penghujung cerita kita..
kemudaian bg pada saya.. kerana saya belum habis tulis bahagian saya..
bukan saya meminta kamu ingat semula kisah cinta kita. tapi..
untuk kita menyedari yang kisah cinta kita dah sampai ke penghujungnya.. dan...


Mungkin saya x layak cakap macam ni dah...
tetapi.. bila cinta dh pernah berputik dalam hati, sukar amat untuk dibuang..
apabila semuanya sudah berakhir, ini lh yang perlu kita terima..


janji pada saya, jangan ingat pada saya lagi.
terlalu ramai yang kamu mampu kamu dampingi.. malangnya, saya bukan diantaranya lagi.. 


janji pada saya, saya bukan cinta terakhir kamu. 
masa hadapan adalah suatu perjalanan jauh jika malaikat tidak datang untuk menjemput kita..


janji pada saya, tanpa saya, kamu tetap mampu mengukir senyuman..
maaf sgt, teddy kamu skrg milik sy. sy x mahu kembalikan.. biar die temani sy selama yg mampu..
jaga diri

ikhlas, 
moit-moit

On the journey. . .

I used to know what's gonna happen in my life through my planning. . . 
but these days during my future journey.. 
things never happened the way I expected. . .
every inch of things happened beyond my wit. . .
I feel like I lost my magic wand somewhere or being punish. . . 
and unfortunately lost you on the middle of my journey is a part of it. . . 

  I don't know why. . . but my heart is shaking. . 

I don't know why. . . but my heart is has no consistence. .

I don't know why. . . but weird things keeps happening on and off. .  

I don't know why. . . I don't know why. . .

YAng Bakal Di-Rindu... -____-

Jujur2... rami yang bakal saya rinduuuuuu sgt2...
family.. kwn2 rapat.. dan buah aty sy...
korang smua adalah sebahagian daripada hidup saya.. ^-^


Family sayaaa.... xD

 diorg la 1st yg akan saya rinduuuu sgt2... :'(
mereka lh yang setia berada di sisi sejak saya kecil dan setiap nafas yang menghembus adalah 
kerana mereka dan illahi...

then antara yang lain2....

Kawan2 saya..

..

pada mana2 kwn saya yg pic korg xde tu sorry ea!
bukan sbb saya x anggap korg kawan.. tp sbb saya tiada pic korg dlm simpanan saya.. :)
dan majorities pic ni smua tiada yg sy sharekn d facebook.. XDD
sbb ini koleksi saya.. :)

okey.. okey...
now ada lg yg saya rindu ni....

Buah hati saya.. aww.... rinduuu laaa sgt2 nnt...

Saya bukan pergi selamanya... hanya sementara waktu... ada hikmahnya, sabar lh menanti saya ea.. :D
ingat lh memorie2 yg sweet2 kita tuu... senyum2 sokmo laa selalu ye! ^^






p/s : : Saya sayangggkn korang semuaa.... korg lha pelangi warna warni dalam hidup saya...


TUHAN MENCIPTA PELBAGAI WARNA ITU BERSEBAB... 
SYUKUR LA DENGAN SEMUA WARNA YANG ADA...
CUBA LA MENIKMATI NIKMAT YANG DIBERI...
SETIAP WARNA ADA BEZA, KEBAIKAN DAN KE-UNIKAN TERSENDIRI...
JANGAN LA SESEKALI MEMBENCI BENDAYANG DICIPTA OLEH-NYA... :)


IKHLAS ::
MOIT-MOIT 

Universitas Sumatera Utara. . .

haaa, ni diaa. . .
Ini lah universitas kt medan yang bakal sambung belajar selama 5 tahun stgh...
nama universitas ni..
 ''Universitas Sumatersa Utara // University Sumatera North''
dan kursus pengajian saya di sana adalah "medic" a.k.a "kedoktoran"


Serius, walaupun mcm jauh je nk tggalkn fmly n smua.. 
tp da x sabar nk start study d sana.. Semangat ouhh..


2nd Sept da kne fly pergi sana.. then 5th baru start belajar...
so.... 3rd n 4th sept boleh shoppingggg.. xP


sekian itu shj.. xD
Nadiah Hisham