Within my eyes

I did not say that the stories about us is false, 
but the things about me that you said, is an absolute rubbish... 

hey sweet talker... can i ask you something?
How can you actually be in relationship with some other girls and
you could still write about me in your blog.. story about the past sweetness?
How could you still texting me those asking about why did we break-off..?
How do you even take care of her heart?
How ? 
What do you want actually?
seriously, don't give me those answer.. keep it to ur self, u need those answer more then I did..

Ohhh~ please don't write in your blog that i'm a pretty lil liar...
cause I did have prove that ur in relationship with someone else..

Okeyy, it's not that I'm jealous or what so ever..
I'm just too curious... 
how could you love someone, yet u still publishing sweet stories about u n ur ex..
that is just not right...

P/s : I just saw ur blog.. I'm glad that u delete everything...
Things between us will just never work...
You have her now, love her...

To 'U'

For all this time being. I thought I dont even wanna talk about U at all.. 

but, once I open ur blog>> I saw something.. 

something you wrote that makes me feels bad.. bad of my self..

but you know that, then i realize what ever I say, u never focus..

I gave u all the reason back there, one once, not twice, but lots of time... 

and, yet.. i still say that u don't get it.. 

ouuuhhhhhhh~ help me by forgetting me..

move on dude..

I'm not saying cuz it's easy, 

i sure believe it's not..

but I did, and I think you should too..

p/s :: I never dump u b'cuz of any guy back there, it's just... 

*read back the texts that I gave,

I bet U understand every words. 

just dont press in ur ego and created 

a false story about me on ur blog

just because u don't want to "terima ur falses". 

Thanks! *

II'm BACK !!

Hyee!! Yes Yes yessss~ 
It's like a miracle that i could just recover this blog form some kind of sickness..
haha, i've been banded from log into my own blog for 5 MONTH.. 
think.. how suck is that.. -___________- 


but... now.. it's all fine~
so many stories that i missed to tell..  haha..
I guess.. after this.. I might just get start to tell my stories again.. hee~


uhhh, thank god for giving me this blog again.. :D
i was like.. shock ! haha..
okeyy, end of this.. just wanna say..
I LOVE THIS GETTING BACK MY POSSESSION "FEELING" !! 

hearthug,
#NC

Genap 1 bulan ♥ ‏

February.. Akan menjadi antara bulan yang paling unik pada tahun ni.. 
Setelah beberapa bulan lalu yang menghampakan jiwa.. February telah membuka suatu cerita yang baru.. 
Suatu senyuman baru untuk ku simpan... Suatu chapter yang indah..


Genap 1 bulan aku dilamar lagi..
 tp dari seseorang yang tak pernah aku sangka yang aku akan terjalin apa2 antaranya... aneh..
Seiring jejak ku berjalan, dia adalah salah seorang pelajar di universitas aku.. 
ye aku minat kt die.. tp x tahu pula dia pun suka kt aku.. hehe.. 
dan aku x nampak pun sebab2 yang aku patut tolak dia.. sebab dia ada ciri2 yang aku nk..
walaupun kau pendek knnnn, tapiii.. kau ada apa yang aku nk...
fizikal n rupa paras tu x boleh nk bg aku happy, aku dah belajar dari kesilapan lalu...


things use to happen with reason.. and I had no reason to stop what goin' on in my life.. 
It's just gonna be better and better, I believe..  
I gave in to the fate, and faith to the god..
life is just to short for me to live in my past with regrets, 
it's better if I just move on and had my life the fullest.. with you...
It's a lie if I say that he (EX) is useless and bad, I had taste for boys for being my Bf ..
but he just ain't the one that god wanted me to be with and I get it... I just had to let go..
You my current baby boo, trust me.. Once I'm yours, I mean it.. don't screw it..


you never chase for me, so do I.. but the situation just make it nice and it happened..
I never regret for having you.. ♥



whole-heart,
Nadiah hisham

I moved on.. :)

Just like other season, never stays the same..
lifes just too short to have regret, just leave the past behind me, so do i the best for it..
all the bad feeling had gone to far away.. yes, i threw it. i dumped it..

There is someone who can be better then you, and that person ain't a bit like you.
and i'm tired of your type of guy.. you think you're so good, so innocent, but think again..
He been real different from you. and i'm gonna take this slow.. no rushing..
and at the end, i really hope it worth it.. <3

In every sentence, there will be a full-stop

I wish you can read my heart *Ba Cu Gen Gen...
I never meant to do this but we are but being too different already..
and you words are like the end if the sword that stuck right into my heart..
sorry, my heart just can't stand it anymore.. stop hoping for me.. stop talking to me.. stop stalking me..
stop seeing me.. stop the things that include me in it..
the way you act right now is really hurting my feeling.. You are making me feel so damn guilty for not being with you.. thou you force me to be with you, things won't be the same..
my feeling will be more to Pity for you than being really In love for you..
Thank you for all the stuff that I never asked for... 
Thank you for all the sweet memories that I never thought I'll do so..
Thank you for loving me in you best way, thou for you I'm not gratefull for it..
Seriously, I'm really Greatfull that God had given me chance to be with you..
Believe in fate and have faith, you will have someone better, greater than me..

Heart-Whole,
moit-moit

New Time, New life

jNi je yang mampu aku cakap sekarang...
yang dah lepas biarkn pergi.. aku sndri pun dh mulakan langkah baru.. :)
Lifes is hard but lives us tons of lesson to be learn..


Sometimes I wondered, in future I'm gonna be a healing people occupation,
but currently, I'm a person who always broke and hurt other peoples heart..
does that makes any sense for what am I doing? 


As relationship goes down, it's sort of normal when..
You go cursing me, and I go cursing you..
everyone had their ego on and image to keep..
just Never Ever go Over Too Far !
cause, you never know the future... 


and I always wonder... In future...
will those person who had hurt me will get frighten when seeing me as a doctor?
a doctor that in charge to treat their family member...
will they be like.. "Will she go hurting my family like how i does to her? "
hahaha, or maybe ..
 I'll just give a them some sort of scary glance to scare them...


Ahaha, let me tell you..
there is no murderer / criminal / bad people is gonna make life rescue as their occupation...
but that does not means you may simply hurt those life savers..!
They are human, they make mistake too you know, they are not God.


FYI :: I had no idea what am I rubbishing now.. :)



Okey, 16th February I'm gonna start my new semester. 
another step to became a Doctor..




 
Heart-whole, 
Nadiah Hisham